Then again, I don't. I felt like that at the time. I was overreacting. I was being too passionate about some things I knew deep inside didn't matter all that much. But at the time it hurt just the same.
It's funny how we can see so clearly after some time has passed what we couldn't see during our moments of turmoil.
I discovered so many other things, met other people after those unfortunate moments... I was obsessed with someone who was nothing alike me and who didn't like me. My suffering was basically motivated by my inability to perceive this and let go.
I don't want to be this angry and solitary person anymore. I want to try and live.
Now I feel good. I have other things in my mind, other people in my life. I've met one person that has become so quickly really important, my best friend. Whatever happens, I want this person in my life, a great friendship, if that's all that it's supposed to be.
It's hard finding such sync, such closeness. I did and I'm thankful.